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So since rude people like to make me mad I am going to make all my entries from here on out

Anyone alive out there?

Does anyone on my friends list even read my posts anymore? I want to start LJ back up but I want to see who is out there still even interested.

Bella and her pups


If any of you are wondering where I got the majority of my graphics? This is where. The lovely and talented Miranda makes them at her graphics community. If you decide to join let her know who sent you!

Wow, some people have no manners.

So I just got a random comment by someone who couldn't spell. Telling me I was stupid for not only piercing my daughters ears but for also formula feeding her. For everyone who may actually read this and care you would all know why I was UNABLE to breastfeed. Not only did my daughter have to be re-admitted into the hospital for jaundice. As a TREATMENT for jaundice they tell you to use formula to help the billi ruben out of the child's system. So I could have stuck to breastmilk and allowed my child to have brain damage, because billi in the system too long causes learning disabilities followed the Dr's orders and put her on formula. Also I had a medical condition that I needed to correct and to correct that I had breast reduction surgery when she was 4 months old. Also I could have ignored my Dr and gone along breast feeding and have nerve and muscle damage in my back. But hey I'm just a stupid women who punches holes through the flesh of her child and gives her toxic waste in a bottle.

I just love it when judgemental people make assumptions about somebody they have never met because their believe their way of life is superior to mine. THANKS who ever you were, you are an idiot.
I don't want to do anything but sit down and read my book, I have been cleaning and packing all morning. Later I will have to clean out the car and pack it up. But I have laundry and some packing for me and of course clean Caileigh's room. Just about everything else is done. I am happy I don't have to pack the playpen I get to use Sarah's and she even left the highchair at our grandparents. So Averie will have a place to sit and sleep. So much easier when I can task Stephan out to do some of these chores. Stephan gets home in 10 months to the day.

Broken plans

My really good friend from back home makes me wonder how good of a friend she really is. A few weeks ago I check to see if there was a home game on my birthday and I found out there was and I called my friend and she said sure that sounds like fun. She said to tell her how much the tickets were and we would go. Maybe get a few other girls together and have a fun girls night out.

Last night I was on the phone with her and she mentions how she is going to the game that is 3 days after her boyfriends birthday and that she is taking him because her dad gave her free tickets. Her boyfriend and my birthday are 3 days apart. Yep. So if you can do simple math those tickets are for the day of my birthday. The day that we were supposed to go. She then she said "well see if you can buy tickets near our seats."

Because that is how I want to spend my birthday, tagging along with my friend and her boyfriend. It's bad enough that I have to spend holidays with people and thier spouses and boy/girl friends. I am not going to volunterly spend my birthday being reminded that Stephan is once again away. He wasn't here for my 25th and isn't going to be here for my 26th.

I understand that it's her boyfriend and that he is special to her but does that give her the right to completly blow me off when we already had plans made. Maybe if she had told me in a different way it wouldn't have been so bad. She had no idea that she had broken our plans and then told me withour realizing it. "Oh, yeah that's right sorry I forgot maybe we can go the next weekend. Oh wait that's your birthday I can never remember when anyones birthday is." That is almost exactly how she said it to me. I had been looking forward to that day since we made the plans.

The curse of homemade stew.

I started up a pot of homemade beef stew this morning. Since then all I can think about is the yummy smell coming out of the kitchen. It isn't even lunch time yet and I am counting down till I can go get a bowl full of stew.
1 - Tell you why I friended you.
2 - Associate you with a song/film.
3 - Tell a random fact about you.
4 - Tell a first memory about you.
5 - Associate you with a character/pairing.
6 - Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7 - Tell you my favorite user pic of yours [if it pertains].
8 - In retort, you must spread this disease in your LJ